It was inevitable

Yes, Ship is engaged, To Bad D. I guess I have to stop calling her that. They will be married...
As of now, I can not describe how I feel. So if you have any suggestions on what to call this feeling please let me know. Its much different than when JoshK got engaged while I was in Law School. [although I did lose weight mighty fast :-)]
And its not as bad as I thought it would be. And I only have the BF to thank for that. I think I just need to get over the shock that he did it before me. I seriously know he was not for me. But I never thought he would go first... Oh well thems the breaks. I guess Nancy is the only one left...